Rediscovery & Inspiration of Faith

Written by Camille Sanzi on the Feast of the Chair of St. Peter

I was raised Catholic, attended Catholic schools, and went to church weekly, but during high school I felt disconnected from my faith. I simply went through the motions each Sunday which was discouraging and confusing. After spending undergrad rediscovering what faith meant to me privately in the pews of SMSP, I grew prepared to confirm my faith. This decision has deepened my relationship with God in ways that I do not think would have been possible had I completed the sacrament earlier in life. As I continue to strengthen my relationship with God during Lent, before making my own agreement with Him at Easter, I am reminded and inspired by His powerful covenant to us (GN 8-15).

My journey through the Rite of Christian Initiation for Adults (RCIA) has been incredibly rewarding. It is wonderful strengthening my knowledge of the faith alongside candidates, catechumens, and leaders of the program each week and I am continuously inspired by those who are new or returning to Catholicism. Most notably, it has been exhilarating to watch others grow in faith for the first time. Their awe, questions, and personal discoveries are true blessings to witness. We recently passed through the Rite of Election with Bishop Boyea and it was beautiful to watch as catechumens were moved to tears when they were enthusiastically welcomed by the congregation. Observing and sharing these pure emotions has energized my desire to further journey in faith.

During this time of “prefigured baptism” where we “appeal to God for a clear conscience,” I believe that it is fitting to be inspired and refreshed in new ways by our faith. My source of excitement and motivation has been RCIA, and for those who are cradle Catholics, new to the faith, or even just a little curious, maybe RCIA is your inspiration too!

Questions for Reflection:
When was the last time I felt excitement, inspiration, or wonder in a religious setting? How did I feel and why did I feel this way?
It is encouraging to pray to God and ask for him to guide you in this time of rediscovery.

Your ways, O LORD, make known to me;
teach me your paths,”
Guide me in your truth and teach me,
for you are God my savior.  -PS 25: 4-5

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Camille Sanzi
Camille is a senior at U of M and is majoring in English Literature & Language. When she is not reading in a coffee shop around town, she is playing mellophone in the Michigan Marching Band and the Michigan Hockey Band.
Email: csanzi@umich.edu